Hey you won't see this probably but I just needed to say this. It feels like you never even cared about me. I still remember how we used to talk, I was happy every second, I'm glad I could help you so much even if it feels like I was there just for that. I feel inlove with you so fast cause I never experienced that kindness from someone before, I felt so special because of you. Everytime I saw a message pop up from u it brightend my mood instantly. whatever it was I didn't care as long it was u. I know you deny it but we've talked about having a relationship when we met and got to know us better. I may have been to obsessed with you what made you feel uncomfortable. that's why you firstly said you wanted things slow, but you said you didn't wanna lead me on and and also assured me that you felt something to. After that everything already went down, I noticed everything how you changed, less textes, less interest and dry. I set our date to met way to early, but that was my inpatients and excitement to met you. That one night really broke me. I didn't recognize you anymore. Now you said you only saw me as a friend and never else. You said your not like my ex what she has done but you did it as well, but in a shorter time. whatever We had an argument after because I was stupid we insulted us hard, but it didn't changed anything, that's why I apologized to you and we still met. I know you lied after that you don't live that close. We had a lot of plans before you lost your interest, I really ruined the vacation for my friends that came with me. The only thing I could thought about was you. I wanted to do everything with you there that was my plan from the start, but I know it wasn't possible. You already moved on, fell in love with someone else even when you said to me you can't love someone you haven't met yet and in a short time, also that you didn't want any long distance relationship anymore. That's were I lost my trust towards you. I don't even know if I was only there for you as a help to get over your past so you could just move on to someone else like I never existed. But that's not any of my business anymore, I'm just sad its over. I miss talking to you I miss playing with you I miss your I miss you text I miss your kindness I miss you. I still wanted an explanation from you why you did all this, but we're never gonna talk again probably. I feel like a complete loser. You are the one who should apologize for what you've caused but you just left. Still I hope you have a wonderful life. I wanted to be part of it, with you. I loved you C. #vent #Relationship #heartbreak #MentalHealth #longdistancerelationship #griffrule #real #3amthoughts
